SM StarGazer
The voice of reason in a Sea of Salt
*Sigh* Recently lost my job. I must say that I am guilty of being a weak person at times...but that is not an excuse too attack me in such a way as too degrade me for things not in my control.
*Kindacrying like a bitch right now*
I try and try to keep things simple. Live life, love life, all that shit yet it seems things just dont go my way. For you too disrespect and degrade me in such a sense..then claim to be my friendandlove me is simply hearbreaking. No im not the best person. No I dont make the best dicisions, yet is that not what makes me human. I wanted to die today. I felt as if nothing would go right, and that I was as you said..a failure..but i realized you were just speaking of yourself. Yojr dohbts, your demons, your hate. Projected to another to make yourself feelbetter. I apologize not for my mistakes but yours, and the fact that you are to blind to see it...You were right..I am weak..weak for listening to you all this time and hateing myself for being human.
Never Again.
*Kindacrying like a bitch right now*
I try and try to keep things simple. Live life, love life, all that shit yet it seems things just dont go my way. For you too disrespect and degrade me in such a sense..then claim to be my friendandlove me is simply hearbreaking. No im not the best person. No I dont make the best dicisions, yet is that not what makes me human. I wanted to die today. I felt as if nothing would go right, and that I was as you said..a failure..but i realized you were just speaking of yourself. Yojr dohbts, your demons, your hate. Projected to another to make yourself feelbetter. I apologize not for my mistakes but yours, and the fact that you are to blind to see it...You were right..I am weak..weak for listening to you all this time and hateing myself for being human.
Never Again.
